My new Obsession

I have boxes of salves, creams, whipped body butter, baby & body powders, car fresheners, bath bombs, and more recipes and ideas swimming around my head. I cannot stop. I had an order arrive from Bulk Apothecary that was ridiculous. I was almost embarrassed, and could almost not get into my house. I've started infusing oils for healing remedies, I'm working on a plan for the medicinal garden in back, and I have learned to make a salve in the middle of meal prep. Yeah I'm that good. Blahaha...Still wearing my crown as you can see. I love my new job.
The only part about this job that is just a little scary is the reality that I need to find my customers? It's like being an artist and launching your gallery show. The very act of taking something you love and pouring your heart and soul into (believe me I've done that) and then hearing a loud silence is a real fear. But I think it's just a fear. I really am a train. I know that I have a gift for healing, creating, and in general caring enough for people to have this succeed. I don't want to sell a cream I want to have that cream do something just a little wonderful for them. (hey buy a cream....or some powder....or a bath bomb)